My first Attempt

Its was due for a long time now. I was thinking about writing for a long time. So, finally I decided, its time for action, and so here comes my first attempt.

Writing has never been my forte. I have never been comfortable with my writing skills. I never wrote essays in exams during my school days. Even when they wanted me to write paragraphs, I never got tempted. They were even not able to lure me to write letters. Even the rules of my hostel was not able to make me write letters to my parents. All that my parents received in Inland letter was:

"Hi papa, I am fine and hope your are doing well there. Please send me some money. "

I think, I inherited this fear from my Father.

But why only writing, I was afraid of speaking out too. I always had so much to talk. So much to speak. So much to tell people. But then I never found words to do the same. I wanted to let people know how much I like them, How much I dislike them. How much I love them or how much I hate them. I never had right words to say that and thus kept all the thoughts to my self.

Some people change you. They don't even realise that they have changed people's life. I meet the one too, and will like to thank my angel for every thing. It all started with speaking out.

I know many will be surprised to read this, specially people who have seen me teaching or counselling. I know there reaction "He is a liar, He speaks non stop." True I do. All this after I meet my angel. Still today I am not very comfortable with speaking out specially when it come to express your emotions. Still learning and growing hope some day I will be able to.

The angel compelled me to speak. Always encouraged me and told me how good I am at speaking, I know she lied, but some times lies are better then truth. The encouragement worked and today I can at least speak, if not good at it.

My angel always wanted me to write too. Forced me, coaxed me, some times even threatened me to write. So finally I have started writing. This blog is dedicated to you my angel. Thank you for the being my inspiration. Thank you for every thing.

Any body who reads the blog are requested to forgive me for my grammar or error in structure. I will be thankful to every one who can correct me. Please do write back about my errors and mistakes. Help me grow.